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Sunday, May 7th, 2006
8:40 pm	tra la la la. sunday nights are the bomb everyone the absolute bomb! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
12:19 pm	my life has become so controversial that i need to make my journal friends only. hahahahahaahaha Current Mood: crappy Current Music: wrfjwifjWEFW (Comment on this)
Monday, February 20th, 2006
11:59 am	the result of myspace not letting me login: nothings going on right now. i woke at 1030am on jenns bedroom floor and now i'm at my dad's why is fall out boy playing i really should clean out my music because when i put it on 'shuffle' i get the worst teenybopper shit everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Auto response from uptown girl x07 (11:51:11 AM): this is the third, but not the last, time i have watched fat camp this week. elise is coolest (11:51:11 AM): THIS IS MY SECOND TIME even though its the same episode, it never gets old. lol elise is coolest (11:51:15 AM): i love petey. elise is coolest (11:51:36 AM): and the random anorexic kids. uptown girl x07 (11:57:59 AM): petey is BANANAS uptown girl x07 (11:58:09 AM): what i wanna know is who let the random anorexic kids come??! uptown girl x07 (11:58:53 AM): ohh wait did you see peteys louis vuitton hat?? fat camp makes me feel beautiful. so i almost did something cool today because jack invited me and elise over for 'movie night' without any movies but then elise couldn't go and i can't go anymore so i guess we're going tomorrow afternoon after we go to the movies with jenn or somethinggggg idkidk plans shouldnt make my head hurt Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: bright eyes- oh you are the roots.. & fat camp on MTV (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
10:07 am	above the influence? nahhhhh haha the past 2 nights have been QUITE eventful. pictures forthcoming. yesterday=went with jenn to her fancypants hair salon by the mall where they offered you cookies and tea in delicate little glasses, while small 'cute' dogs run around and.. be cute. i guess. her hair turned out so healthy, shinyshiny blackk. then we went to coconuts and she got cd's and we came to the conclusion that it's all conor oberst's fault, then we got chinese food at price chopper plaza "we're sitting in a car, listening to bright eyes, taking myspace pictures" ahah me and jenn are tegan and sarah. yup so after that elise and brittany came over to jenns and we were off to new age after like 7pm. the bottom line is, i take hits like a guy and am still coherent enough to babysit elise. good times. everyone was there tooo but most of it is blurry, i know at one point my mom showed up because technically i'm not allowed to go to new age, but it was like one minute i was in the car with her the next i was back in new age..i don't know what the fuck happened =) everyone was like, waiiit.. you're not supposed to be back here, and i was like yea.i know? so elises dad drove me home and the strangest thing is how i woke up at like 830am my new Elle magazne inspired me to go back to my old way of dressing, [[a la weird vintage outfits of freshman year]], so now i'm going to bore you with a descrption of my outifts for both day and night yesterday, and you're going to pretend you care. during the day yesterday i wore a juicy couture mini skirt, a pink cami [weathervane], this vintage pink and tan sweater of my mom's, and clunky brown shoes also of my mom's. and pears of course. then at night i wore a black headscarf with maroon and pink polka dots, jeans tucked into these amazing leather cowboy boots with a maroony flame on them, jenns maroon zipup, and the pink cami underneath. and the pearls. i wanna go to the mall, i still have 3 projects due, i miss kara and cf and t chal and stacy i dont know where they have been this weekend. =( so far the most exciting thing that's happened to me today is that the sixth sense is on and im missing it right now so i need to go. byyyyyyyye Current Mood: content Current Music: everybody hurts - REM (Comment on this)
Friday, February 17th, 2006
3:38 pm	yoyoyoyooyoyoy like 15 days off. today was pretty good but tonight will make it look like shit in comparison, because me jenn kara cf and yeeyee are going to BOMBERS. hahanha im so pumped for burritos.and saturday'll be good too, everyone that matters is going to new age =) =) i haven't been since me and jenn got robbed before like christmas, which is such a long time since we used to be there every weekend. have a lovely evening. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: more ashlee simpson =( (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
6:22 pm	stupidhead KAY SO today me and ashley made make your own sundays with extra rainbow sprinkles and ate outside with everyone. this made my day. after school i went with lauren and olivia to math help to my surprise stacy jenn and elise 3 of my favorite people were in the room next door =( i saw them as i was LEAVING wal mart makes me grouchy oh and last entry i meant winter break not spring break.thanks kara Current Mood: cranky Current Music: bright eyes - bowl of oranges (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
3:40 pm	when she smiles its a rainbow ahh i have so much schoolwork to do and all i really want to do is go to target to look at the new luella bartley collection. "a mix of brit punk scenesters and straight laced country clubbers" mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmshopping i have tutoring at 5 annnnd a global project and a english project and a science project fuckity fuck fuckfuck jason works at mcfat i saw him there toodayyyy 2 days till spring break 06 ta ta♥ Current Mood: lazy Current Music: ben folds five - KATE (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
6:48 pm	i can't eat burnt salmon. valentines day resulted in one flower from this sweet kid who bought every girl in my bio class a carnation. it was nice reassurance that i am still female. i ended up giving it to josh anyway, after the third time i broke the stem. haha and raechelle made me cards ♥ and i hit kara till she gave me a lollipop ♥. i did better last year when i made eric give me the shiny ring that he was going to give to priscilla, but they broke up before he got the chance. i lost that ring in the snow. t chal on the other hand received the entire 9 yards of v-day: flowers candy and a teddy bear. she looked at me and said, but theyre all from only one guy. we had a nice talk today but then my phone got mad at me and beeped and buzzed and we had to hang up. paul had 4 different valentines. hi mom, why are you looking over my shoulder? rsjhgwe go away moooooooooom. you burnt my salmon, i divorce you./ Current Mood: tired Current Music: "the boy who blocked his own shot"has been playing fo 2 days (Comment on this)
Monday, February 13th, 2006
6:33 pm	definetely a monday. since i ended up not being able to sleep till 2am last night, i left school after francais, at like 10. i did manage to receive a lunch detention in only one period, i'm still not sure exactly what i did wrong. but anyways i went to my dads house and slept in jeans till 3pm. then i beat my cell phone tetris record, ate some chinese food, now i'm at my moms. this is the life. oh i got a phone call worth mentioning today, from shane at k-mart. he needed advice about how to get a $1.25 more to buy cleaner for his keyboard so we made a plan to rob the old lady standing next to him. let me reiterate: this is the life. Current Mood: determined Current Music: ashlee simpson- L.O.V.E [at least im honest] (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 12th, 2006
8:24 pm	gyrating? yes please. last night was the fall of troy/other shitty bands show at winners. i went with kare, cf, and jenn, and i saw savanna, chelsea, and shane and jack there. haha and i met my future husband. and i fell in a pit for the first time. it's actually a good conversation starter, the kid who picked me up and i are new friends. we left at about 1130 then went to karas, the next morning she held us hostage till we agreed to go out to breakfast at fucking like 10am. i think i'm high maintenance becaise i insisted on showering and straightening before i left the house, but jenn was the same way. when you have hair cuts like ours, or do eyeliner like we do, you can't just leave the house. it takes time. so at breakfast it was very entertaining because there was this mirror on the ceiling. i got home at around 130, did some homework, went up to jenns for 5 hours and wtached shark shows, now i'm just dreading school tomorrow and wondering why this computer screen is spazzing out. i think it's because my cell phone, oh yes my cell phone just rang. and guess what i hate the person whose calling so i won't pick up. haha fuck you person. bye. ::later:: after one of the worst internet conversations of my life which invariably led to one of the worst phone conversations of my life(if you can even call it a conversation)i find myself unable to sleep and eyeing the chocolate donuts. i will not however, succumb to drowning my teenage sorrows in them; although i may have watched a full hour of flavor of love to keep my mind off things.at least i know flave loves me unconditionally ps i'm sorry about the phone call,and needing you some decisons we don't make. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: bright eyes - haligh haligh a lie haligh (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 11th, 2006
1:21 pm	the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need duh. i have last night documented in pictures Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: magazines-brand new (Comment on this)
Friday, February 10th, 2006
4:16 pm	You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. </td> atheism 88% Satanism 88% agnosticism 88% Buddhism 79% Islam 54% Paganism 50% Judaism 38% Christianity 33% Hinduism 17% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com =) ahh jack just called, and tonight i'm missing a very important oppourtunity.. because stacy and taylor called and now jenn and kara and i are partying in the most expensive neighborhood in the 518....... ohhhhhh you're jealous. me and elise skipped last period, which was actually 5th period, because today was a half day. i can't express how nice it felt to dress like a hobo and hang out in the cafe... brought back memories of all of freshman year in fact. freshman year was the shit. smoothies are too, me and jenn and keith kicked off the weekend by getting some today at the smoothie shack in price chopper plaza. pretty hardcore. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: john mayer - your body is a wonderland (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
6:32 pm	hey sweetheart-i didn't mean it when i said that i wish you were dead so well today i made jenn and elise miss the bus to the Y so we walked a mile to exercise and enjoyed the under-the-bridge scenery and all the honking cars hah but before that everyone in study hall 9th period was trying to get me to go to the gay-straight alliance meeting because they had free food...eve like pinned me up against the wall and was like GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO haahah it was great and the picture that annelise gave me first period of me, abby, her, and some girl. we were 10. i wish i could show you this picture. i look like i'm trying to be seductive. i probably was trying to be the most seductive 4th grader in green meadow. tomorrows a half day.partyy hey this is where i get gay; a little thing called codependency.it fucks you up big time,to have your self perception change according to someone elses mood and how they feel like treating you that day, it's no way to live.and i hate how i cant even listen to music without thinking of you or fall asleep without thinking of you or eat without thinking of you or breathe without thinking of you lesson of the day:just make sure you remember to like everyone else a little less then everyone else likes you. Current Mood: confused Current Music: nightmare of you (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
5:19 pm	putting the FUN in FUNERAL anyone know what quixotic means??because i listed it as my mood who says that in real life how was are you feeling today bill? well, to be honest george, im feeling a tad QUIXOTIC yeaOK today was ok too, nothing really stood out about it. except the incident during honors english discussion where i just said american culture is disgusting without thinking about it, and these girls from the back started attacking meeeeeeeee. this is a perfect example of why i need to leave eg. annnd i think it's impossible to be a vegan in american public school. [speaking of lunch: HEY BAYBAYYYY *kissy face* yeaaa CF stace and kar its all for you =)] right now i'm making ramen noodles. i have to go to the math tutor at 630 too. its funny about that place, i'll be totally awake and within a half hour im struggling to remain concious, however that same old lady that puts me to sleep every wednsday evening is the sole reason i pulled off the math regents with a 78 thankyouverymuch Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: [fucking amazing song.] the white stripes - my doooorbell (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
3:19 pm	hiroshima: there's no antidote for irony, you say. i know i said this last entry but i just want to review i. need. an. ipod. today was another good day, kara talked to me a little, i want to bring up everything that happened so we can talk about it, but i know enough that when a wound begins to heal the stupidest thing to do is open it back up again. because then it gets infected. and gooey stuff comes out i gotta cut back on the analogies and metaphors. haha today i forgot josh's pictures of hot guys in my creative writing room so we went of this crazy adventure throughout the building to retreive them, and he was all YOUVE BEEN IN THIS SCHOOL 2 YEARS, HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW WHERE ANYTHING IS.. then he got us lost and "jaws" the hall monitor caught us hooligans and made us go to the office... hahahaha it was funny. oh & me and raechelle made a anniversary card for alex and abby. as strange as it sounds it wasn't awkward at all to make an anniversary card for your ex boyfriend and his new girlfriend. so, i suppose it really is possible to be friends with your exes. OH OH AND THERE WAS A BAKE SALE TODAYYYYYY i went with mandee and krysten and bought 2 cupcakes but then i saw shane and hugged him and trust me: he needed that cupcake much more then i did, so that was my good deed of the day. this also made me realize that like all of my guy friends are way skinnier then i am, which is unacceptable. vegan-ism begins to look very appealing. oh and isn't it amazing how you can swear some songs have been custom written for the people in your life: So here's the truth: You were right all along, They were never my friends And I was living a lie But I won't fall for it next time. You figured me out I'm like a leaf in the wind I try and find who I am but wind up lost in the end. Somtimes it's hard to know whats real when you're not 'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me But I'm sick of trying so hard. Waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now Don't give up, believe... I'd wait it out for you. Every day i'm just making my rounds, just digging a home six feet underground. Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not. 'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me. But I'm sick of trying so hard. Waste all your time with me. I know I'm a mess right now. Don't give up, believe... I'd wait it out for you. Nothing's here for me but you. -armor for sleep,remember to feel real Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: radiohead-creep (Comment on this)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
4:04 pm	i need an ipod i loved today.it was so ghetto raechelle and i made farm art in study hall, it's hanging on the wall in miss istria's room if anyone would like to purchase it for a million dollars. and andrea told me the scariest story i've ever heard, about the crips. one of the girl crips was messin' around with the wrong homeboi, so a bunch of them held her down and stuck a curling iron up her vagina. this story was so emotionally upsetting that i told everyone near me like leauren and lexi and steve just so they could share my pain. another ghetto thing about today was when i purchased my new background image for my cell phone during science class. it reads: "compton, original gangsta". i wonder if the crips would shove a curling iron up my vagina if they saw it. i hope not. also in study hall, i found one of those signs on the floor that said '70% of columbia student will not read this sign' and taped it to my ass. now it's in my memory box<3 i listened to josh's ipod with him during lunch, and did cool dance moves to the remix to ignition by r kelly. also conor oberst was orgasmic even as a pre-pubescent child. i can't wait until i get my own ipod. they are way neato, but the one size fits all ear phones don't fit into my infantile sized ears. they just kept popping out everytime i busted a move. elise came to lunch too, and me and her boyfriend decided we just don't like anal sex. but we both love elise, ALOT. oh and one more thing, kara payed me back the money she owed me because i lost my money like i manage to every other day. i hope she meant it as an extension of the old olive branch, and i hope at least one person who reads this understands that old saying. the point is i can't imagine my life without kara. i wish she'd try to talk things out with me instead of just looking at me when i try to. last night me and jack in the box were on the phone late waiting for say anything to come on, during this time period i had a lot of time to think about my grades, they really aren't very good. i know i don't try as hard as i should but i see other kids who try much less and get grades way above mine. it's frustrating. the last thing i want to do is go to hudson valley and be stuck around here for 2 more years, although my dad said i could move out if i wanted and still go to school around here. that's a pretty sweet deal i guess and it saves mucho $$, but i've wanted to leave this place for as long as i can remember. i've seen what EG has to offer and it ain't much. no offense to the 518, it's a cute lil suburb, but i belong in a place that has more to do then funplex mini golf and applebees. most of the people around here naesueate me as well, all the same, all so wrapped up in their lawns and their paychecks. my mom told me yesterday that she was smoking when she was pregnant with me. that explains alot. Current Mood: loved Current Music: the laurenators-heaven (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
4:47 pm	i'm missing the breakfast club for THIS? kare's pissed at me. it's a long story. after some reflection, it occurred to me that within a two month period i've had four seperate fights with four of the most important people in my life; all of these fights have or have come close to ending the friendships. there is no way four major fights in that amount of time can be a conincedence. for the first time i thought that perhaps it was me, not them, that was the problem. that pissed me off, because when i think further back about all those times, it became apparent that in fact, i have no one to blame but my own selfishness. i have never considered myself to be a selfish person, i thought i was quite the opposite. i do spend a good portion of my time trying to help others, but after a critical look at myself i have come to the conclusion i usually only try to help people for my own self gratification and that makes me feel sick. also, i think i overthought this and will feel completely different about it by tomorrow morning. maybe it's fucking winter. i hate winter. i HATE WINTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, so i blame everything that goes wrong between the months of october and march on it. i have to finish my creative writing story. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm not in a creative writing mood. i'm in a fat mood. i'm ready for next weekend and it's only sunday. my mom has some man in the house this weekend. he is not a mood enhancer. it's the superbowl too. i expected to be out of the house today, but the fight with kara.. yea... today sucked. i got up at like 330pm too, i think your body knows it's not going to be a good day when it doesn't wake itself until halfway through the day. it's like a defense mechanism. sigh. Current Mood: blah Current Music: panic!at the disco (Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
3:27 pm	go down to the basement, do a little ooh la la, WHATEVA. report card sucked & tonight i'm gonna be at jenn's with elise and kara. i was crazy hyper all day, it was funnn. i'll probably fall asleep at 7pm though. my biscuits are ready, so i'm gonna go now. oh wait, i made another painting in study hall. and i kept it this time. PEACEEEE oh wait ANOTHER thing, gym today was off the hook. me and elise and some other kids were seperated from the other children because we are special and they did not want us to contaminate the basketball game, "I'M IN SLOW GYM!!" madd good times. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: fuck forever -babyshambles (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
5:37 pm	semen actually tastes sweet i joined another gang today. i found someone to make my hair black and yellow for only $75 it was a good day revised: 913pm i had a revelation about what's been bothering me all this week i made a few small mistakes that add up to one big horrible thing. i have no idea how to regain someones trust and everyone i've asked says the same thing: trust is a precious thing, once you break it it's gone i don't even deserve a second chance Current Mood: chipper Current Music: jay z - 99 problems (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
5:19 pm	some people are like a pile of dog crap you can step in it and get it all over your shoes and be pissed off about it, or you can just step around it. my dad picked me up from school, and we hung out and talked about corporate evils. and why he got fired. then i came home and made some cookies this morning, i saw a lot of spilt coffee chillin' near the cafeteria on the floor; as i was looking at said coffee the thought "there was a fight 5 minutes ago" went through my head. the next person who talked to me asked me if i had seen the fight. get me a turban and a 1-800-psychic number. my hair's still blue, all the hair people i've called are saying i have to chemically strip it or cut it all out to de-blue it.rdfhweiuh Current Mood: drained Current Music: two weeks in hawaii - hellogoodbye (Comment on this)